一年一度的大壽即將來了 回想這三年來我年年都有theme party
2004 純真年代 Age of Innocence (一定要復古或制服出席)
2005 風華絶世 formal party (一律要穿小禮服出席) 懲罰:畫臉
2006 黑金大壽酒 (身上一定要要黑x金)
不知道是因為要告別2字頭的原因
還是只是純粹累了年年自己想有的沒的
還是工作忙到沒時間想
一點慶生的feel都沒有
很多人問我
今年生日的theme是什麼
還真的不知道該回答啥
我連要請同事吃啥都沒clue... 真害...
我只是逼我哥買了"Black as Chocolate"的蛋糕給我慶生 哈哈哈
所以我親愛的朋友們
不是我沒邀請你
是我沒力氣想啦 哈哈哈哈
就讓公主的30大壽默默低調的過
Saturday, November 10, 2007
【Raining Days】In Memory of Ralph Abdo
When I heard the sad news about Ralph, there were moments I didn't know how to react... Another shocking news in my almost 30 years of life... I could not scream out or cry out in the office.. I could only gave myself a break to walk around nearby... Memories just flashed back in scenese
Ralph was the first person talked to me at Kell's as we were both newbie at Kell's. I still remembered that he would pull this braid of my hair and said "flush the toilet..." He never got tired of doing that... He is indeed a very kind and decent person. We were in almost every class together... (well.. besides French.. since his French is further more advanced than mine) He was really really outstanding in all classes. He represent our year to delivered the grad. speech. I still remembered the times we laughed out on stupid things... Remember the time that he tried to modify my PS with this chewing gum... Remember his French-acsent English... Even though we lost contact, I still remembered him by heart. He was the only non-asian friend I got during my 10 years of abroad... The very last time I heard about him is from uncle Lin. Uncle Lin ran into him at Microsoft and they were talking about me... This is really upset to see how cruel life can turn into for a family..
I wrote to aunt Jessie when I cooled myself down and realized she already knew the news from uncle. But they were afraid to pass me the news...
2:30 am at night... I still finding myself struggling to accept the truth that God has turnt my old dear friend to another angel...
Rest in Peace, my one and the only non-asian friend
Ralph was the first person talked to me at Kell's as we were both newbie at Kell's. I still remembered that he would pull this braid of my hair and said "flush the toilet..." He never got tired of doing that... He is indeed a very kind and decent person. We were in almost every class together... (well.. besides French.. since his French is further more advanced than mine) He was really really outstanding in all classes. He represent our year to delivered the grad. speech. I still remembered the times we laughed out on stupid things... Remember the time that he tried to modify my PS with this chewing gum... Remember his French-acsent English... Even though we lost contact, I still remembered him by heart. He was the only non-asian friend I got during my 10 years of abroad... The very last time I heard about him is from uncle Lin. Uncle Lin ran into him at Microsoft and they were talking about me... This is really upset to see how cruel life can turn into for a family..
I wrote to aunt Jessie when I cooled myself down and realized she already knew the news from uncle. But they were afraid to pass me the news...
2:30 am at night... I still finding myself struggling to accept the truth that God has turnt my old dear friend to another angel...
Rest in Peace, my one and the only non-asian friend
【Coded Thoughts】返鄉 2003.10.10
四年前的今天我回到了這個既熟悉又陌生的城市
四年來我變了不少
對某些事 看開了
更深深的體會到計畫是永遠趕不上變化
步調也隨著這個不容遲緩的城市加快了不少
性情也隨之變得對沒效率的事嗤之以鼻
心境也更成熟了
當然磅數也增加不少
試圖回想這四年來維持不變的事
我想應該是我那天塌下來也有個子高的人頂著的樂天態度
還有對一些事的任性堅持(像是打死不吃豬肉 看感人電影連續劇會哭 噗)
即使經歷了許多
回首 彷彿是看著一幕幕別人的電影
這應該是好事吧
不會讓自己拘泥於悲劇太久
我想最重要的是 我是快樂的幸福的健康的
這樣就很足夠啦~
四年來我變了不少
對某些事 看開了
更深深的體會到計畫是永遠趕不上變化
步調也隨著這個不容遲緩的城市加快了不少
性情也隨之變得對沒效率的事嗤之以鼻
心境也更成熟了
當然磅數也增加不少
試圖回想這四年來維持不變的事
我想應該是我那天塌下來也有個子高的人頂著的樂天態度
還有對一些事的任性堅持(像是打死不吃豬肉 看感人電影連續劇會哭 噗)
即使經歷了許多
回首 彷彿是看著一幕幕別人的電影
這應該是好事吧
不會讓自己拘泥於悲劇太久
我想最重要的是 我是快樂的幸福的健康的
這樣就很足夠啦~
【Coded Thoughts】黑皮。2004.06.28-2007.09.09
黑皮。Hapi。2004.06.28-2007.09.09
黑皮是我人生的第一部車，在美國雖有駕照，命好的我卻很少開車。回台灣後，因為之前工作需要有了黑皮。這三年來，黑皮是幫助我獨立堅強的良友。因為他，我熟悉了台北的路，重新認識了離開10年的台北。
然而，就在那一瞬間的失控，我的黑皮永遠的離開我了。這幾天，腦海裡反覆著失控的畫面。很多人說黑皮是不祥車。但，他也陪我走過這三年在台北的日子。有好多好多我們的回憶裡，都有黑皮。在簽下買賣合約後，我哭了。有好多好多的不捨... 感激黑皮在這三年內帶我走過很多地方，也在很多朋友們造訪時，帶給大家方便。(((黑皮))) 我會永遠記得你的! 一路好走!!
事故後把黑皮拖回台北，安妮哥跟CAT看到黑皮時都一直說:"你真的命大!!!" 我真的感謝所有守護安妮的神or天使!也讓我驚覺，在那一瞬間，我可能永遠的離開了。然而上天讓我可以繼續呼吸著，一定有他的理由。所以，我更要活的精采!!
或許真的是大難不死必有後福吧!?!? 我正式的離開acer/Lenono account! YES!!! 雖說有後續的transfer要做，卻也十分的振奮人心!! 有很大很大的relief.. 未來的路，我會更更更加油的~
【Spinning Whinning】為了什麼!?!?!?
I've started questioning myself again...
"For What?" are the words have been repeating over and over again in my head these days...
"For what?"
For the money perhaps? which i don't really give a damn...
"For what?"
For the fame perhaps? it would be gone just like that...
"For what?"
For the credit perhaps? it would be wiped out by a single mistake...
"For what?"
For the happiness carried through the accomplish perhaps?
it has turnt into a difficult task to squeeze a smile from my sick and exhausted face...
it has turnt into a fear when hear phone ring
"For what?"
here I repeated again in my head with no solution...
"For What?" are the words have been repeating over and over again in my head these days...
"For what?"
For the money perhaps? which i don't really give a damn...
"For what?"
For the fame perhaps? it would be gone just like that...
"For what?"
For the credit perhaps? it would be wiped out by a single mistake...
"For what?"
For the happiness carried through the accomplish perhaps?
it has turnt into a difficult task to squeeze a smile from my sick and exhausted face...
it has turnt into a fear when hear phone ring
"For what?"
here I repeated again in my head with no solution...
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